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I don't know what happen, the first days were terrible.. I just cried and cried, looked like my eyes never got tiered of that .. And I forced myself to know. I forced myself to believe that you wont come back. That you never will come back to the place that I wanted to. So I thought, why would I wait for something that wont come back ? Why would I be like this if this is what I don't want ? I'm not waiting, I'm hopeless. I'm happy and moving on, I'm free.