Hold your tears even when you dont want to

I have no idea what to say.

I got out of the bus, I walked without hearphone so then I could hear my thoughts.

I walked a mile to get home, always thinking.

I got home, attacked my fridge, M&M's, Ice Cream and Cake with my new TV.

I ate all of it.

I watched a drama movie. I didnt cried.

I got up, went to the window and realized I'm not going to see you for a month and half.

Started crying.

Felt better when I thought of us.

Went upstairs dressed my old school's uniform with my dad's shirt.

I lay down in my bed and starred at the window and my tears said hello again.

All of this because today was the last day I saw you this year.

Tomorrow you wont be there.