Wrong Name

In a very deep conversation I encounter myself in a very awkward situation. Maybe many.. Cause you still there, you never left. I tried to keep you away, I'm not strong enough! You always give me that hey with your smile.. thats why my day becomes better. Thats why I'm still alive but barely breathing. Thats why when I talk about love, my thoughts float to "The Kooks". Thats why when I try to focus you are the fog in my sight. What am I supose to do when the best part of me was always you ? Sometimes I pray to a god that I don't believe in.

I'm not gonna put names, cause for my reality this is not meant to be. I dream too much while I'm awake. There are times that I write the wrong name in my name, and for some reason I don't even try to clear it.

I don't know waht this means, I just know that I'm driving crazy..